Hayley:

1. One Tree Hill was SUPER INTENSE last night!
2. You know that flower you gave me? After dropping it on the floor, twice, leaving it in English by accident, crushing it in my pocket for 7 hours and then dropping it in a plastic cup with some water, here it is two days later:
3. [EDIT] All you soccer people (Chase, Sarah and Katie included) are way cool. I will now attend all your games assuming they're right next to my house and on Wednesdays.
4. [2nd EDIT] Today I wrote the worst essay ever! And in French! It's exciting!







Miraculous.

THE SPICE GIRLS
BROUGHT IT.

more later, involving beckham, tom cruise, and both their pretty wives.

the new white stripes single is out. it's amazing. This almost makes up for the 4th round of APbio tonight.
ONLY NOT because it was really, exceptionally boring. I drew food! and lots of it. Dumplings and tofu and boba.

this is just mindless ramblings.

DIRENGREYDIRENGREYDIRENGREY
Okay, I'm over it. No, I'm not. Not on your life.

Today I went to the DMV and got my permit. I missed eight questions. LAWL. sad. even retarded people miss less than that. Speaking of retarded, Oh my god. You guys haven't seen our latest orchestra spring concert promotion poster.
Janet's all like, It's an abomination!
Never have I seen something so hideous. A tree/violin/devil's spawn hybrid.

Right now I'm trying to organize all my CDs and it's proving to be an impossible task. Half of them are either blank or unlabeled, I can't tell, some of them I'm missing. WHAT isn the name of god did I do with that Miyavi CD with the pretty cover that I don't think I ever actually listened to? Why do I have two copies of AFI's decemberunderground? (ps. Janice, is it yours?) Why is nothing in its case? Why does pink floyd's "the wall" have to be three times as huge as normal cd cases so that it doesn't fit into my cd rack? Why do I have one cd that's just labeled "bad version"?

And also
WHY am I still missing like, five shirts? I like my shirts, and they're just gone. How do you lose shirts, like, take them off and just leave them somewhere? It makes no sense. I especially miss that white 'system will fail' shirt I had. What the fuck.

As I was saying.
My parents are going to florida for May's wedding, so I have the house allllll to myself for a while, but not too long because mom's afraid I might just try to 'accidently' kill myself again by means of asphyxiation. If that's how you spell it.
I REPEAT, there should be no fear of me killing myself. Relax.
To combat their fear, I'm staying with Zoe. Yay! Zoe can cook.

And then the SAT. or maybe it's a practice one. Or maybe it's the ACT. I don't know, I'm not paying attention. It's a test, just like every other one.
And then maybe the galleria because I haven't been there in a long, long, long time.
And then to the bookstore hopefully. One day I started reading this book called "A Taxonomy of Barnacles" and when I was done I put it back on the shelf instead of buying it and then I go back and read some more of it. What the hell is my problem. I've bought like a million books since I started reading that one, why don't I just GET it? I think I will.

I really really like the song " the fatal believer".

Oh my god, the orchestra practice just now was HELL. Worst one yet. Everybody said so. Anyway.

Janet:
I admire your whole attitude in the face of people who are retarded (DGAF!), and your ability (much like Tani's) to make things cheerier,  and someday I would like to aquire these traits.

Chase:
I admire your ability to capture a feeling on paper. I wish I could do that half as well as you, because I have a lot of things that need to be said, and someday SOON I would like to be like you. OHWAIT and your musical ability.

Tani:
Um. Already said. With the bright cheeriness and such. I also really like your hair, btw.

Janice:
I admire your ability to put up with me. lol. I admire your sometimes sick but incredibly accurate sense of humor.

Jaki:
I admire your caring and kindness for other people, even ones you don't know very well, and your love of silly things like project runway and ANTM with me! I hope to someday be as welcoming as you.

Buyo:
I admire your understanding of //exactly// what I'm talking about at all times! Mr Zeihen is a jackass! Agreed? YES!!! Thanks for being there to confer with haha.

Kelly:
I admire your dedication to things like your art and your friends! I hope to have a similar amount of dedication to anything someday.

Tiffachu:
I admire your ability to perservere under stress and your absolutely deadpan, straightforward sense of humor. See you at math club! lol

Zoe, who doesn't read this but merits an admiration anyway:
I admire you for your willingness to help people even when they don't deserve it, and your general understanding, and your excellent cooking.

God. I don't even have it in me to write about anything, let alone something like the beauty that was the Dir en grey concert.
Last night was god. Possibly not as mindblowing as the first one, but way more than enough to restore me back to a level of happiness I haven't lately achieved.

More later. I don't think I actually went to sleep last night.

Landmark occasion, guys, The Paying Customers have officially (sucessfully) recorded a song.
And hit "save" after it.
And then we babysat two girls who were making the most typical, wonderful valentines for everyone in their classes.

I finally saw Pan's Labyrinth, which under no circumstances should anyone who doesn't like violence go see. But back to the point.

Today I went to the very awesome Skin & Bones exhibit at MOCA, which had the most gorgeous (and hideous) dresses inspired by architecture.
And I also had dim sum. And found a store that had the most excellent communist panda shirt, ever. I almost bought it. I think I'll go back.

But more importantly, we found a really bizarre asian superstore thing. It's name was, the Super Chinese Supermarket, or something really redundant like that. It had everything. For free. Like, the might as well have charged nothing. I got an awesome belt for like, 79 cents. And a million pieces of pencil lead for free, too.

I think I'm starting to accumulate too many clothes and bags and accessories.

Downside? I'm sick. With just a sore throat. It's driving me insane.

Peace rally in Poliwag tomorrow, 12. CHASEmakesuretofindmethereidon'twanttobealonewiththepeace-lovingpeople. :)

This weekend, I had a really shitty Friday that I literally don't have it in me to discuss anymore. I wound up swinging on the swings down at Poliwag to try to get things out of my head, and it was lovely.

One more day, then I'm free to do whatever I most desire.

In this case, it's going to the Shins concert,and I'll be damned if schoolwork gets in the way of any of my hard-earned fun.
Except the apbio final. That needs to get done.

And possibly camping.
And i would very much like to have some chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream.

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FUCK YOU